Thursday, 04 December 2008
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So I finally admitted that I liked the guy. Of course this was done over AIM and he is currently asleep which gives me plenty of time to calm down before he responds. I'm definitely not the boldest person so this was pretty tough for me and now I'm completely terrified of what might happen to our friendship.
This is what I sent to him:
Right, so I'm really not sure whether or not you actually have any idea on what my roommate plots on her side of the room.
Anyway, you have said that I am "too timid" and that I "ought to try being bold sometime" and "can it hurt?" (I bet it can) and even "be not afraid" (who isn’t afraid?). Seriously, being bold sucks. I don't like being bold. It's not who I am. I'm the one that sits back and watches everything happen. I like it that way.
But as you have also said, "pain is passing", but pain also hurts. So, yes, it might pass but that doesn't change the fact that it still hurts.
And now I really feel that I'm being pressed on all sides. Not a nice feeling. And no, I'm not explaining who is doing the pressuring, not that it's really pressuring. I'm just tired of opinions and thoughts.
So fine...being bold...I think that I may just like you as more than a friend. That bold enough for you?What do you think?
*Silence*
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Comments (6)
Hmmmmmmmmmmmm....i didn't get a good feedback when i told that someone that I liked him..Hmmmm!! maybe you might be lucky he might b interested in u 2
@SuicideMunchkin - It turned out that he feels the same way. The thing is, that neither of us were very subtle about how we felt about the other. Yet we were still afraid to say anything. Now that our feelings are out in the open, I've just got to figure out where exactly we stand...or ask him. If I ask him, I've just got to figure out the right way to phrase the question.
I wish you all the best my dear. Hope you find the right words to tell him or better he tells u instead.Hope everything goes well:}...
@SuicideMunchkin - Thank you. Yes, I am hoping that he will be the one that takes this step as I was the one that took the last. But, as we have known eachother for a while and become really good friends, it shouldn't be a very awkward situation.
Can't wait for the outcome:}..Hope it's good!!
@SuicideMunchkin - Well, I guess that I'm not a very patient person. Last night when I was talking to him I said to him, "So we've admitted that we like each other but, where exactly do we stand?". Turns out that he had wanted to talk to me about that as well (it's kinda scary how he and I think the same things a lot of the time). So, after a bit of a discussion, where I have discovered that he is definitely thinking of this in long term (not that I mind) because he said, "The only problem is that you will be at college for another two years after I graduate, but I think that will provide the proper tension for us to grow together."
But, yes, he asked me to be his girlfriend. Luckily my roommate wasn't in the room when he asked as I believe that I had the stupidest grin on my face.